Down & Out

I'm home from school now. It was too hard to stay, and my symptoms were getting worse. It's a shame, too. I'd met new people, done well in classes. So I'm home and losing something. I don't know if I'm just upset about missing school or really losing my edge. Probably both. It's pretty boring around here, but I don't have the energy to do anything.

It's not helpful to know that it's not likely I'll get better.